Wednesday, April 08, 2009

ASK HER, HER NAME

BE AFRAID -- BE VERY AFRAID

WE DON'T KNOW WHO SHE IS?

We don't know where she comes from and we don't know where she go's. She comes into our house at night reeking havoc with all in sight. She's mean and rude and evil. She uses vial words. But if you don't address her, she remains quietly unheard. So please don't say a word or she'll start a terrible fight. There is no way to win with her, in the dark-- in the night.

I have never met her she comes when I'm asleep, but I hear she's a holy terror, if you dare to speak.

She makes my daughter angry, my grandson terrified, of the women who curses threats to them, in the dark--in the night.

I fear one day she'll hurt someone, someone that I love. And yet she bothers no one if they just leave her alone.

She walks about my house at night and even eats my food, then she go's away, only to return once more in the dark --in the night.

My grandson is much older now and much braver too, so he has tried to confront her and he asks her who she is, but every time he asks her she gives the same reply. "You know who I am", she gruffly says with an evil look in her eyes.

Then one day my grandson said that she had been back and her name was Maria. I asked if she told him that and he said no that is what I call her. A few nights later she returned and he told her that he knew who she was and he called her Maria, she abruptly told him that wasn't her name that was the name he gave her, but she never offered to tell him what her name was.

How can I make her go away this someone I've never met, who comes into my home at night and terrorizes the ones I love.

And yet I know that I am the only one who stands a chance of making her leave, for you see I'm the only one who knows who she really is.

With my eye wide open I am very convincing that I am awake but,


I WALK


I EAT----------------------------I TALK

IN MY SLEEP


She is me. She is the other side of me. The side of me that I don't use or show in my daily life.


She is the 'Dark Side' of me and we don't know what she is capable of--in the dark--in the night.



BE AFRAID -- BE VERY AFRAID


WE STILL DON'T KNOW HER NAME?


12 Comments:

Blogger Becky said...

I could never be afraid of you! No matter what side of you it is I am sure its sweet, kind and perfect. Hopefully you don't have any withheld rage or anything to unleash! Do you really sleep walk, that is scary. I'm sure I would be so curious as to what I was up to while I was walking around all creepily. Hmmm....

10:08 AM  
Blogger Muhammad said...

thanks, for your comments. what about link back?

6:19 AM  
Blogger Id it is said...

Why is it the 'dark side', it's just another you that we need to get to know efore she goes away...
Don't let this bother you since it happens to so many people and that in no way makes you someone who is to be feared!

10:35 AM  
Blogger EXSENO said...

Becky,
As far as I know I don't have anything raging inside of me. lol

But I am told I am very mean when I am asleep. Yes, it is exactly like I wrote, I really walk, talk, and eat in my sleep and my eyes are open. So the only way they know I am asleep is by the personality change. But I'm the only one that doesn't remember anything.

1:39 PM  
Blogger EXSENO said...

Muhammad Yaqoob,
I don't put links on my sidebar. But I might be able to link you in a post sometime.

1:47 PM  
Blogger EXSENO said...

Id it is,
Why my dark side. Because I've been doing this for years and anyone who has encountered this other side of me says she is mean and rude. And I can't get rid of her. Any suggestions?

1:50 PM  
Blogger Id it is said...

Well some of us are 'mean and rude' during our waking hours, I know I am! You do it while you sleepwalk so don't go too hard on yourself...
Have you gone in for any counselling on this?

1:37 PM  
Blogger EXSENO said...

Id it is,
No I have never even asked a doctor about it. But I have been doing it for most of my life. It's a strange feeling when people don't even now that you are asleep. The only hint they have is the extreme change in my personality.

5:19 PM  
Blogger EYE said...

That's a great post about sleepwalking...I hope you find a solution soon. good luck.

9:29 AM  
Blogger EXSENO said...

HI EYE,
Unfortunately I have been this way for most of my life. I have even driven in my sleep, that is until some other driver sees me and honks to wake me up.

9:40 AM  
Blogger Mampi said...

if it is fiction, it is excellent fiction.
if it is a real account, it is fascinating. scary yes, because it is somewhat different from what ppl usually are, but not dark.

2:05 AM  
Blogger EXSENO said...

Hi Mampi,
I wish it was fiction, but it's not.
It is my real life. I have even fallen asleep driving the car.

4:45 AM  

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